Saturday, 30 May 2015

did and done / the wind will carry you far, far from here / jaw lines

i found wonderland
not hidden, but would one ever expect it
a little bit of actual paradise
where you take care of the things around you
the swirling lightness of white things
little things
in the air things

the ever flowing river of immense truth
beauty that will never leave (i hope)

i feel summer in my bones
and the love so deep in me
it's the darkness of the night
that one day shall set me free

i don't need to be alice
for i'm alissa nathanael
the rabbit hole i once fell into
is the whole wide word
and it won't cease to be
it won't lose any of its colours
for they are ever so bright, ever so true
to what aligns with the little strings
that connect things in my mind

and when one fails to
just a floating fibre in the web of nothingness
i hope for humans
and soon even more humans
who know me
and can catch a wounded kitten
with their hearts

boy faces

(plus really bad blending and weird contouring)
body / shape comparatives // nature repeats itself, we are all of one matter
if a figure moves, it just morphs through space, a concept we are all part of
 i want to move like a river, or be as calm as a lake
feeling so infinite that the sky can be the only extension
floating through unexpected nature

i found a vast golf course
a gigantic field of well-kept lawn
yet i am surrounded by bricks over bricks over bricks

we stack stones and build things
trying to shape stories we want to write ourselves
they become purposes
but really, how beautiful is it, to admire something whose sole purpose is
to exist ?
nature and humans
we aren't just black or white, blue or pink
we are all the colours

there are only the restrictions we set ourselves,
the borders on our minds
 some day i'd love to be an actor
want to tell stories with what i do
in a way, i already am
but no one's watching
sometimes i'm surrounded by people
other days stood alone on a vast beach
waves crushing, white noise
sometimes silence
say, are we all creatures in this big play
so that if we zoom out the script would make sense
and all would fall in place?

i want to merge with you
marble, pristine
we are one and distance can't separate us
love eternally
just like in the old days
where people used to write profound love letters 
or their lover's name in their ICQ status

no, our love will always be
not a fleeting thing but something that connects us
a shared understanding
because when i see you sleeping next to me 
all makes sense
for that short time (it always feels, so short) 
everything makes sense

 play hide-and-seek with me in the faerie woods
i'm gonna take you these places
write books about it
make it a significant memory

but then again
everything i share with you is

< pictures all snapped on my phone while cycling through beautiful scenery // words (c) alissa n. cha, 2015 >

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